lost in random thoughts
Everytime when we fight or when i m upset with ur behaviour i was going back to day 0
and first thing that comes to my brain is do i deserve u.. will u be able to handle me..
about u i m thinking you are perfect .. i m not perfect for u
today i got different feeling
i m thinking correctly
everytime i think negatively about me and frame you as very good person
lets see other side of coin
r u perfect for me or not?
1. you need explanations for each and everything ... i can explain you till certain extent but i cant do the thing and comeback and say i can finish it by this time and like this and give u deadline and explain you how will i do that thing
2. I feel happy with all my frnds and family even if i spend some 10min of time with them also i feel very happy from bottom of my heart
but even after spending hours of time in cal also i m not happy just giving u explanations and taking classes and thinking low about myself
where is my self esteem going no idea
I prefer spending quality time instead of quantity
3. today u told me when u r upset how can I be happy ani
but whenever we had fight u end up being upset and make me feel unhappy and trying to blame me for expressing my feelings and making me feel uncomfortable in sharing my thoughts and expend me to be happy at the end
cant you see my feelings how i feel when u do the same thing to me
cant you step in my shoes and think atlease once
unless ur mom explaining u about curtain saree you are blaming my dad and my sister about it
cant you see that its their preference at the first time
i think you always say best things but dont follow those
by the above conversation i understood that, others impact is there on your opinions... until your mom and atta told you and explained you about wedding saree you didnt get it when my parents explain..
4. Why always I get that thoughts of day 0 and feel uncomfortable
am i the one adjusting or r u adjusting and not expressing your feelings
i havent heard till date that you felt uncomfortable with my words very rare than me getting heart
5. after every fight i explained you my feelings so that you can think from my point of view and try to understand that helps to reduce the gap and create more understanding between us but this is happening in reverse
will i be able to adjust and be happy..?
and first thing that comes to my brain is do i deserve u.. will u be able to handle me..
about u i m thinking you are perfect .. i m not perfect for u
today i got different feeling
i m thinking correctly
everytime i think negatively about me and frame you as very good person
lets see other side of coin
r u perfect for me or not?
1. you need explanations for each and everything ... i can explain you till certain extent but i cant do the thing and comeback and say i can finish it by this time and like this and give u deadline and explain you how will i do that thing
2. I feel happy with all my frnds and family even if i spend some 10min of time with them also i feel very happy from bottom of my heart
but even after spending hours of time in cal also i m not happy just giving u explanations and taking classes and thinking low about myself
where is my self esteem going no idea
I prefer spending quality time instead of quantity
3. today u told me when u r upset how can I be happy ani
but whenever we had fight u end up being upset and make me feel unhappy and trying to blame me for expressing my feelings and making me feel uncomfortable in sharing my thoughts and expend me to be happy at the end
cant you see my feelings how i feel when u do the same thing to me
cant you step in my shoes and think atlease once
unless ur mom explaining u about curtain saree you are blaming my dad and my sister about it
cant you see that its their preference at the first time
i think you always say best things but dont follow those
by the above conversation i understood that, others impact is there on your opinions... until your mom and atta told you and explained you about wedding saree you didnt get it when my parents explain..
4. Why always I get that thoughts of day 0 and feel uncomfortable
am i the one adjusting or r u adjusting and not expressing your feelings
i havent heard till date that you felt uncomfortable with my words very rare than me getting heart
5. after every fight i explained you my feelings so that you can think from my point of view and try to understand that helps to reduce the gap and create more understanding between us but this is happening in reverse
will i be able to adjust and be happy..?
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