why I think I m Upset

I think I m fed up explaining you and listening to your explanations...

I was so happy until I called you in afternoon
we got sarudu, and took few hours permission and got some extra things for sarudu.. and got to know there is near by fancy shop and got random stuff needed...
so many works done by half day which we were waiting since so many days

seeing your message that you got permission to come here u dont know how happy i was..

but after calling u with the same excitement the
you explained me after trying ur best u got 24hrs permission
what..! seriously in 24hrs u will just come and we get married and immediately u will start i was soo pissed of listening to this
i didnt expect things will go this worst
and u explained that the one who gave u permission told you, u ppl go and get the marriage done and then come peacefully no one will stop u
atleast some relief

but when u said my parents wont feel comfortable at ur place will go back and drop them and try to fake some reason and comeback ani antunnav

what do u mean by marrying me
just for me
my family is nothing to u
home ani dani meaning ededo explain chesav i felt so bad, i can give u reverse then and there but i was fed up last time u r misunderstanding everying and dragging to too much discussion at the end of discussion we 2 are suffering a lot

seriously when ur mom and dad went to sudheer how many days they stay
if they are going on trip how many days they stay
even for ur close cousins marriage how many days they stay over there if marriage is for more than 3 days
this is their sons wedding and in my home they wont feel comfortable for even 1 day
i m really surprised listening to this
if i explain u this that time i know u will give me explanation for each and everything i said above instead thinking correctly

i thought finally i m going to a family they have moral values and they feel my family is part of it..
but today for the first time i got that you ppl are marrying me not interested in having any relationship with my family

even if we go to suchans place we stayed more than 10days
seriously marriage is the time u see comforts
feeling home

i said we are planning to arrange all the things to make you feel comfortable
but what extend we have to

and on top of it i know its not ur intension but it shows like you dont want my family to come there by explaining ur parents comforts

I m thinking will I be able to mingle with this family seeing the value they are giving to my parents.

and emana ante sudheer ratledu i m upset ani comparing with it
I asked u do we have to go with this date or wait for sudheer i can convince my parents ani
u convinced me with some explanation and sudheer is also okay with it now because current situations are not in our hands
but comparing that with bujjis presence is making me feel like, u didnt understand me.. i can see ur pain that sudheer is not able to come even i m feeling bad
i felt very bad when i was unable to mingle with them in the first meet because if things go well and we are going to be family.. i got time to spend with sudheer and mehu after that we wont get time before marriage
if they are coming for engagement thats going to be function but still i missed chance spending time ani i felt so bad.. do u think i dont have pain when i got to know that they are not coming...


what to do now...??????